Bleached

I am currently dating someone. It’s been 3 months. But I rarely see him which sucks. We do Skype and stuff, however it’s not the same. It’s just the more time we spend apart the more I kind of stop thinking about him. And I feel so terrible about it. I really do like him. My friends and I talked about this last night. I will talk to him and see if we can fix this. Not to be negative, but I feel if I’m already having problems this early then they probably won’t go away.

I am constantly negative. I wish I could change that about myself. I always feel like people don’t like me or I’m a terrible friend. I take out all my anger at one of my best friends, Justin. Which I shouldn’t do. Ugh, I’m in just one of those moods today. I’m going to one my friends birthday party. But I would rather be alone.

I haven’t posted something in a while! Well so far everything has been pretty good. I’ve been watching a lot of anime. I started both Deadman Wonderland and Future Diary. They are both bizarre and dark. I haven’t been playing too many video games. I’m trying to beat Tales of Graces F and then tomorrow I will be buying Xenoblade Chronicles. I am still dating someone. We have been together for 3 months, which really isn’t that long. Although we have know each other for almost a year now. I like him a lot! sometimes this long distance thing can get really annoying. I’m so use to being with person all the time. But I do feel like it’ll al work out in the end and that it will be worth it. 

Just started playing The Witcher 2. Sweet jesus I’ve been waiting for this day for a while!